Who am I?
I am a faliure. I cant trust anyone. I told my private insecurities to one of my friebds, who proceeded to tell everyone about them. I cant keep you guys safe. If someone is about to kill themself, normally I cant help bc im asleep by then. Most people i care for have left me or are just gone. Im sorry. All of this is my fault. I CANT TAKE THIS SHIT
I wasnt made for this. I have no emotional capacity. I bottle it all up and it bursts. The only irl person I can trust rn is my sister. ALL MY FAULT. I couldve helped you. Hmmmm. Anyway. Imma go contemplate suicide again.