Like Joey Drew, I believe there's something special in all of us. If you kill yourself now, you won't find out what that special something in you is. Please, don't kill yourself, but if you really want to, at least wait until you find that special something that's in you. It may take months, or even years, but you need to find that special something in you before you go. The special something might even encourage you to not kill yourself, so don't take the risk of not finding out what it is.