i have been fapping since i was 2 years old. I dont know how but I somehow found out that if I grabbed a pillow or a huge blanket, scrumpled it up and put it between my legs and rode it , it felt amazing, i did this throughout my childhood imagining random scenarios. all of my family members still believe to this day that I was simply very fond of horseriding and that is what I was trying to do by riding the pillow or blanket. I still remember I was in 7th grade home alone doing that when suddenly some liquid came out of my p**is and I had no idea that I had just came, I discussed it w my cousin and he told me about masturbation, I stopped doing that completely for 1 year after which I got to know about the normal way to fap.