Everything happens when im offline and nothing happens when im on..

He is in a better place now

i wanna cry
i wanna cry
i wanna cry

I am unable to cry, no matter how much I want to, I am physically unable to

i already have

I really really really hope i didnt cause this..

There goes my damn ego again..

It isn't your fault

it's not your fault..

I was being a f**kin dick to him a few days ago
And trying to act all “high and mighty” over him
Maybe i’m more narcissistic than i thought

Right b4 he did it, we were jokingly calling each other slurs (guy thing) so I wonder if he took something I said to heart. It was my fault

If you were calling each other slurs then it must’ve been a mutual enjoyment

I probably said something I shouldn't have.

Pls dont blame yourself

It was tho. I was supposed to help him

You dont know if that hurt him for sure
Dont blame yourself

Ik its not a slur but one of the last mc’s he sent me was abt how he liked to call people the c word

The last screenshot I have of him with his account still alive is him saying the n word. That's all I have to remember him by

All he was doing was trying to help and i treated him and others like shit

We didn’t deserve him

I wish I wasn’t afraid of death so I could kill myself

Pls dont..

I just said
I wont, but only because I am afraid of death.