I didn’t know about bred but…that doesn’t change how much this sucks, it sucks losing someone that you knew or loved, I understand that way too well, but we can’t rag on ourselves about it, it wasn’t your fault or anyone else’s, as far as I’m aware, please forgive me if this was caused by someone on this site, but still…don’t blame yourself for it, we can’t change the past, but we can learn from it so it doesn’t happen again, and if you need anyone to talk to about this, you’ve got this whole damn stream, and I think there are some pretty great people here, we’ll all get through this whole thing together