lazy is not wanting to do things
I can want to do something all i want, but if The Goblin™️ decides it shall not be, then i just CAN'T.
It's like mental paralysis, sort of. i have a relativity low-level case so i can sometimes do basic things like go outside and similar tasks/actions, which i am thankful for. it can get a lot worse than this, but fortunately as far as i know it stops progressing at some point.