.

Somehow i never realized until yesterday I dont have the right to f**k everyone up just because im a self-centered bitch that cant handle the slightest inconvenience.
I didnt ask to be like this.
Oh, you wanna be a girl? Tough shit, my family wont support me.
You feel sad all the time? Suck it up and put on a smile. I’ll forget about it eventually.
You wanna k1ll yourself? Go the f**k to sleep.
Except i cant sleep now.
I used just go to sleep and forget about my problems, but even SLEEP is becoming a luxury because im too busy beating myself up over me being a pissy bitch to everyone around me
And who’s fault is this? I could blame literally anyone but the only one to blame is my ass.
Thats probably the most you’ll get out of me. Back to staying up and crying my eyes out but not saying a single word to anyone. Back to wanting help but backing out because i deserve to suffer
F**k me man

thx mate *eats it. even the glass*

i too eat the glass

wow twinsies

…if you ever need to talk just Memechat me

No. You don't deserve to suffer. I can help u. I may not be very good at it but sometimes you just need someone to talk to. I am here for u bro

I kinda do deserve it tho

Why?

Because i treat everyone like shit

No u don't

Yuh huh

Why do u?

Because i cant contain my anger and lash out on people

You should see me

Do you push away literally everyone and anyone that tries to help you? Do you constantly get into fist fights with other people because you cant contain your anger?

Yeah, I have

..
Well shit
I guess i dont have the upper hand in this conversation anymore

I have smashed someones head into wall once, sent them to hospital, I aint proud of it

jesus f**k-
i wouldn't have the strength to do that...

Well i almost got the got the cops called on me because i slapped the shit out of someone

So have I, more than once

Ok?
What’s your f**kin point??

Everyone gets mad sometimes. It's better to let it all out then keep it bottled up. Bottling ur emotions never ends well

“Sometimes”
Try all the time

Anger is literally the only emotion i dont contain

Oh yeah, on top of that i publicly fetishized sexual harassment a few days ago
Considering some dude harassed me MORE THAN ONCE thats pretty f**ked up

I could have that removed

I already deleted it

:(

I've been through the same thing, I can help you...if you want.
Even if it isn't right now (my bus comes to pick me up ~10 mins from now), my memechats are open if you wanna talk about it.

:(

you don't deserve to suffer
you deserve sleep too
i know what you're going through because I feel the exact same way
please don't beat yourself up over it, it's okay

would u like a hug?

I guess so..

I know what it’s like to put on a mask and just pretend to be ok, we’re all here for you.

Thank you

she aint online rn, i can do that for ya tho :3 *hug*

:3 thx