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I’ve really been struggling with my gender recently. I hate being seen as masculine to an unhealthy degree and it keeps making me feel worse and worse about myself. I don’t know if it’s a gender thing or something else anymore. I want to change myself, but if I do, I’ll probably be ostracized by my family, and I’m not sure if I can handle that. I’ve lost several relatives that I’ve loved in the past couple years, and I guess I’m just scared of losing them too. Even with that, I can’t help but feel like the person I see in the mirror just isn’t me anymore. I just needed to rant a little I guess.

do you think you might be trans? or something else?

Maybe. As I said, shit has gotten confusing for me. I know that if I did transition, I can kiss my family life and my relationship with my relatives goodbye, so I HOPE I'm not.

Gender dysphoria's next victim i see....
Do you see yourself as a male?

It’s complicated. I mean, a masculine man is out of the question, CLEARLY. As I said, I’m not sure anymore

Okay...
I'll try to see what I can do.

I wish that I could help
If you want to memechat, I'm willing

im going to list prefixies
cis - same side
trans - opposite side
bi - two
a - lack of
demi - partial
and tons more
just tell me what you feel and ill find a prefix that might suit you