The key in life

So this might not seem very serious compared to everything else, but it is all I feel comfortable publicly talking about rn

I f**king hate being tall. I just want to be held by my boyfriend, but it is always so awkward when he holds me bc i am 6'2", and he is like 5'6". I just want to feel warm and cozy when my boyfriend holds me, but it is hard bc of the height difference. I want to be shorter so I can be held easier, and so I don't bash my head off of doorways (yes, that has happened before). I am tired of being this f**king tall. Every time something can't be reached, I have to get it. Every time I have to go under something, I have to bend like crazy. Every time I want my boyfriend to hold me, it's awkward bc I am too tall. I just want to be shorter. 5'6" seems nice, but I want to be shorter. I just want to be tiny and holdable 😭

Wait I thought you were asexual not gay

I have been doing some self discovery and I realized I am gay. I am gay, apothisexual, and demirom

Well I'm happy that you found yourself

Ye. I have a boyfriend now. I'm getting my announcement temp updated

Cool and your really tall how old are you

13

Dude I'm 13 5'3 and are you a furry I forget

No. I'm just tall

Ok

Anyways just happy for you

Thanks man

I've been clean for 3 years and I tried so hard not to start back up again but eventually I just lost it, ive sliced and diced my thigh and it doesn't look good, I just want it to all be over and don't know if I can continue on, I hope I don't cut too deep, or maybe that wouldnt be so bad, I'm just the funny guy who is always "ok" but I'm not ok, I keep help and the only people I'm getting it from are online, which can only do so much, no one loves me, and I just want to get shot in the head

Ok man I'm in the same exact spot as you are in except it's my arm.And to be honest I thought you had some thing going on because nobody is just "ok" and what you should do is

1. Go look a sun set.

2. Write in a journal to express your feelings it helps

3.get some sleep this week.

4.and remember I may not be able to see you but I Care

this is my leg (tw) imgflip.com/i/8nhbic

You need to stop

this life is hell, i want to curl up in a ball and stay in my room 24 hours a day. please end my life soon things are getting worse.

This isn’t about me but I feel awful about it. So a kid on my bus who is 10 gets bullied a lot at school and she always acts super bubbly and sweet but yesterday she was stretching and her sleeve came up and she had some cuts on her wrist and she said that it was her cat but I have experience and I know that is a lie and idk what to do because I don’t want to pry but I really care about her and I don’t want to see her hurt herself anymore because it breaks my heart and she doesn’t believe that I actually care about her and I care so much and I don’t want to be annoying but I have to get her to stop but I can’t

Do you have another friend or yourself that as commitment self harm cuz if so I have an idea

I have, why