I should probably be in the psych ward :3

/srs

I'm getting swede

NO DONT

MY MENTAL HEALTH

NOOOOOOOO

I don't know if he'll respond but I told him

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

summoned is he

COSMOOOOOOOOOO

BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HRUUUUUU

I AM IN STATE TESTING HELP

I ALSO HAVE BEEN DEVELOPING RADIUM LORE BRO

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Everything alright, Cosmo? I am here if you wanna talk about it.

Russian_doge summoned me.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Everything will be alright, okay?

Cosmo, we can talk about it.

I'm just under a lot of pressure

I always feel like I'm not living up to the expectations of others, and whenever people get mad at me, I shame and occasionally hurt myself, knowing I'll never be enough for anyone. MSMG is a place that makes me feel strangely safer than I feel in real life, almost as safe as I feel in my room, yet I hate myself for never being enough. Occasionally I'll question my validity and my feelings, and by now it's winding into an identity crisis and an existential crisis, constantly questioning myself and overthinking, knowing I'm always in the wrong, and putting myself down for others. And I hate it.

cosmaur 😭 dont be sad