holy moly emoji stare

Why would anyone want to fix something that isn’t broken? If it isn’t hurting anyone then it’s okay

its hurting yourself!!!!
bro look it up, theres evidence
you mught not realize it but its bc your so damn desenitized

I don’t think I realize because I have a mixed desire to be a caring person. It’s who I used to be but I don’t know who I am or who I want to be anymore. I’m trying very hard to think of what the me before would do. But I just can’t think, it’s like I don’t know myself at all. I wish that I could retrace to where I messed everything up and how and why I became who others wanted me to be, why didn’t I just stay true to my heart and be myself? Then maybe I’d be more guided in my life. I’ve made so many personas for myself that I don’t know which one is real. It hurts me to know that I wish, and that I still wish that I was good enough in the eyes of others. Me before would have never cursed this much, or be this rude.

therapy is usually an option
it sounds cliche but it will help
thats why it exists

or try journaling or smth
just to get your thoughts out of your mind yknow

No, it’s okay. I write these thoughts down but that is unsafe for me. Thank you for mentioning this, I just needed to say those things though

i hope you got some good friends irl that you can talk to also 🙏 that shit helps a lot too

I do not. My best friend is oddly rude to me, I’m not sure of what has gotten into her but I sent her two messages to make sure that she was okay and she blocked me, I also offered her my food because she looked a little sad today. She never said thank you and she just looked at me rudely, I’m not sure if she likes me anymore but I’ll still be a nice person. I’ll just try to solve this alone, I don’t want anyone to worry or to be a burden. That would kill me even by the thought of it

oh no
do you know any acquaintances you could grow closer to? that helped me a lot - just asking a friend of a friend if I could hang out with them got me a whole new friend group that i liked more, could happen to you too

I could. I’m not sure if they care. They usually are gossipers, and if they gossip my business then I’ll have to punch them in the face, and I have no time for any of that foolishness, I think that I’ll just have a private journal to vent my feelings.

yeah
thats a really good first step tho

Thank you, I will start tomorrow! I will also pray to feel better as well. Have a good day!

I have been watching gorey holocaust movies since I was 5-6. My first was Schindler’s list

genuinely getting worried
but this unironically explains a lot of behavior here

frfr
i was completely unaware of how many people seek this shit out

I had no idea about this
now that one person's brought it up, three were revealed

looking at some of these comments i want to f**king leave this site and not come back

yeah same

gore makes me so f**king uncomfortable
which doesn’t make that much sense in my situation but I’m sensitive asf