/srs

IN YOUR HEART YOU DO UnU

Not really

U don't know that
mwahahahaha

Yeah Idk But Alex ruined this place. He spammed alts, and ever since it's been like 6 year olds that have been joining. I'm not a little kid. there jokes aren't funny.

Get over it man it's been almost a year, Alex has never done anything to you and he's not even doing the alts as much anymore. Why do you just hate him so much that you're still complaining about him? I can understand the part about the new users though since you're just not as much a social person. But think of all the friends you made here, and then decided they were your enemies... Just, why?

IM F**KING DONE WITH HIS BULLSHIT AND DONT CARE ANYMORE. I CANT TELL WHO"S WHO. IS IT AN ALEX ALT, OR NEW PERSON? I CAN NEVER F**KING TELL ANYMORE.

I know you're angry but it's all irrational, how can you want to be friends but not trust anyone? Would it really just be that difficult for you to let it all go and forget? He's not even doing anything harmful, so what if you don't recognize him you can still recognize as a person a person with feelings.

That marks the difference I guess, I look at someone and think about why they are doing something and what they are feeling that makes them do that, what I can do to make it better, you only see something that makes you angry and don't care to just talk to them about the problem, I really wish I understood why you felt like antagonizing him so much.

But let me make one thing clear, I'm not trying to go against you, I just want you let go of all your hate, it's clearly making you miserable and it makes us, or atleast me feel no better to have known you and know how you are now.

It's rational. I had friends. They sided with him when I needed them most. U weren't there to see it.

But why did you need them? To support you right, but who did you want them to support you against? Alex was probably crying because if I recall right, you literally told him to seriously kill himself, why wouldn't they side with him if he appears the victim, and it's not like he was pretending either, do you think he didn't genuinely feel attacked by you?

I didn't say that. Im pretty damn sure that was sylceon at the time

Actually yeah, sorry about that it may have been her, I probably don't remember it quite as well as you.

BECAUSE I HAD FRIENDS HERE TOO!!! AND ALEX RUINED THAT FOR ME!!!!

How did he ruin them...? Tell me, is it really because of the alts? I just wish to be rational about this, I still want to accept you Mewvee, I really do. And clearly so does Uni who I know for a fact still wants to be friends with you.

You're telling me that Alex took all you're friends away from you, but what did he actually do to achieve that? He made alts because he was afraid he didn't fit it, that annoyed you because you didn't trust it, you got angry and started bullying him to the point he broke down, and then everyone was mad at you. Who was in the right?

But regardless of how you still feel to anyone, it's not good to hold on to grudges so aggressively, I let go of mine... I'm just asking you to do the same, we can go back to joking around like we all used too, does even part of you miss that? The 'childish' part that you left behind maybe, but I know from experience that holding onto hate for one person is even more childish, I've done it myself in the past with someone else. So would it really be such a bad thing to try making things better?

I didn't f**king bully him. I told him to stop spamming alts far more than 3 times. Then way back when I was a owner I started banning his alts. Then that's bullying him?
I don't get it

No, banning his alts wouldn't be bullying exactly but, what you should have done was just talk to him, ask WHY he's doing it. I talked to him myself and found a reason why, and he calmed down and stopped after you left, after I comforted him and he felt better, that was the solution you missed.

I did. We all did. He said he would stop. He did it like that for 2 whole ass weeks

Oh, really...? Guess I didn't think about that, I am really sorry about all that then I guess I made the mistake of thinking you were mad for no reason too early. Not even I really know who exactly started it, if it was Sylc or just him? But either way it's far in the past now, I kinda get why you would be angry with him now seeing how from your perspective he made all your friends turn.

But if you came back I'm sure everyone else would be over it by now, I am, and even Alex probably is, maybe you could talk with him again, on neutral terms? Sylc doesn't even come back to the stream that much anymore either. You could let it go like the rest of us did and remember how happy you were before, not forcing you though I would understand if you still don't want to come back.

I was in the wrong. It was an aggressive asking, but still a fair one. We were both equally wrong.

Yeah, I guess so.

And I'm really sorry Mewvee, I never wanted to play a part in making you feel that way about anyone and neither did any of us, the whole thing was really a misunderstanding okay? I'd still like to see you back, you're one of the first people here after all.
Forgive?

YAS

for sure. That's why I left. It doesn't matter to me

So I'm guessing you still don't want to join us again? That's alright, despite what I may have said to you before, a big part of me will still miss you. And sorry if I'm being more word-y than usual too.

I just have no reason to. School is hard now. It's not all fun and games, Ya'Know?

True true, honestly for me this site is a getaway from all that, but I'd be lying if I said it wasn't stressful too, part of it's my fault for wanting so desperately to help everyone I talk too but still.

School has gotten more difficult too where I'm at, what grade are you in anyhow? I'm nearing the end of 11th in the next 2 weeks

I'm going into ninth, still under 5 foot so its even harder because of bullying, but at least I'm smart

Man, sorry to hear you gotta deal with that, bet you know what your doing in class more than I do lol, I just drag myself through math, I wouldn't know what it's going through bullying since I've been in an online school since 3rd grade

Lucky

Yeah... My mom personally withdrew me from in person school, not because I was bullied or anything, I think I've only been bullied to my face once. She withdrew me because being in a class with other students is distracting and I have difficulty focusing on work, especially when I was younger

Liamsworld!?

*personal school lol

also can you read the other comment that's in purple?

Yup I did

And tbh. I just want the band-aid ripped off. I don't want to have to watch you all go because I truly miss all of you guys, even Alex. but because this is online, any of us could just leave at random. I tear up thinking about it, so I cut myself off so I don't break down and cry when I realize I'm the last one. Or see all of you guys leave.

-Mewvee

I'm sorry mewvee :c Sylceon never posts on here anymore ever since she had to reset her whole account, and geevee has gotten a lot better.

Yes it's me, Liamsworlds.

I changed my username temporarily because of Frost lol, I'm changing it back tomorrow since I held it for 2 months

That's really sweet honesty... I'm sorry I misjudged you so much, I just wanted to see you feel better, it sort of hurt my heart to think that you were somewhere else and still hadn't forgiven us for something I felt we weren't even responsible for. But yeah, it we all acted a little irrationally, it was a time when no one was really certain of what was going to happen to the stream, but what really matters is the good memories and friendships we had between us.

I personally am pretty afraid of people leaving randomly too, it's why I try so hard to help everyone, I just can't accept being so powerless to change things for the better, fair to say it's the biggest problem with myself that everyone has. I'd miss anyone who I had good memories of.

-Liam