IT WAS A MILLION DOLLAR JOB OPPORTUNITY I DIDN'T TAKE SERIOUS BECAUSE OF CONFIDENCE AND LOYALTY TO A COMPANY THAT DIDN'T RESPECT THE BASICS OF HUMANITY BUT WHERE THERE A PROBLEM OR CHANGE FROM WITHIN YOU LOOK PAST THINGS AND ARE IN A MATRIX OF SO MANY ENERGY GOOD AND BAD YOU ARE ONLY FOCUS ON TASK AT HAND. REALY THIS IS THE SECOND TIME I WAS OFFERED A FULL ON JOB OR GIVEN A HINT OF MY SELF WORTH I WON'T SAY THE NAME OF THE COMPANY BUT LET'S SAY THERE A CHAIN THE CHULIS WAS OFFERED 2021 THE OTHER I.T JOB WAS 2015 BOTH DO HAVE WELL KNOWN LOGOS,HATS ETC SOME SAY MANY LEFT WHEN I LEFT AND OUR CURIOSITY I CHECKED THE STOCK ON SECOND I HAD IN THE COMPANY IT DID DROP I JOKINGLY SAID TO SELF THOSE WERE ALL MY FANS. THE FIRST PERSON TO PUBLIC ACKNOWLEDGE MY SETVICE WAS A MARRIED COUPLE AFTER SEEING MY CUSTOMER SERVICE DURING THERE EMERGENCY VISIT TO TEXAS THEY CAME FROM MICHIGAN I PROVIDED THEM HOT TEA, SNACKS VEGAN ICE CREAM IT WAS A TRAY SOMETHING OUT OF ROOM SERVICE I DID IT BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT I WOULD WANT DONE IT WASNT A LIESUTE VISIT MAYBE IT WAS MY SENSE OF TRAVEL KNOWING JET LAG,THE URGE FOR HOT DRINK UNDER COLD WEATHER I DIDN'T KNOW THIS OR BASIC LAWS OF RESPECT I JUST DID IT. WELL THERE VISIT WAS OVER A MAN WELL DRESSED WITH WIFE SAID WHAT YOU DID FOR MY FAMILY WAS SPECIAL HE DIDN'T COME OUT RIGHT AND SAY ALL THIS BUT WE TALKED BRIEFLY IN THE END HE SAID COME WORK FOR ME IN MICHIGAN IT'S I.T WORK I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY BUT I KNOW MY THINKING WAS I LOVE MY JOB AND AT TIME I WAS COMPUTER ILLITERATE ALL MY JOBS WERE HAND ON BUT LATER THIS CHANGES EVOLVED TO USING 🧠FOR WORK I FELT LOYALTY AND MADE FRIENDS WITH CUSTOMERS BUT A COWORKER THAT SOME HOW TRIED TO TELL ME SHE WAS MY BOSS BUT REALY HER AGE WENT TO HER HEAD AND WITH ALCOHOL PROBLEMS LATER CAME AND TARNISH THE ZEN AND OPERATION THERE WAS ANOTHER ISSUE MY SISTER WAS ALMOST KILLED BY DRUNK DRUG PERSON JUST WEEKS BEFORE I DIDN'T REALIZE AT TIME HOW THE COWORKER AFFECTED ME IT WAS ALSO OTHER THINGS KEEPING BEER IN COOLERS KNOWING SHE WAS SIPPING ON WAY BACK ,TRYNG TO BEAT DUI MACHINE ON CAR SHOWING UP LATE BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T PASS BREATHALYZER. SHE WAS FROM A DIFFERENT GENERATION TOO AND RACE ALTHOUGH SHE PROBABLY NEVER SEEN SOME ONE LIKE ME THAT GREW UP IN BLACK AND MIGRANT AMERICA IN MANY WAYS I WISH I WOULD TOLD HER MY REAL LIFE FIGHT AGIANST RASCISM AND JUST BECAUSE I LOOK LIKE A HALF ASIAN BOBBY HILL DOESN'T MEAN I HAVEN'T LIVED LIFE IT WAS A MOMENT YOU FEEL LIKE SPEAKING EMOTION IT'S SOMETHING NOT PROFESSIONAL IN A WAY AND MY COMMUNICATION SKILLS ARE HINDERED OVER SENSORY LOSS THE PLACE WAS LOUD TOO I NEVER TOLD HER ANY OF IT. I DIDN'T THINK OF THAT JOB OFFER TILL THINKING OF THE OTHER ONE THAT WAS 2 YEARS AGO IT WAS REALY A COMMENT SOME ONE TOLD ME IT WASN'T A JOB OFFER AND I DON'T KNOW IF THEY WERE MANAGMENT WITH THIS COMPANY BUT THESE WORDS CAME TO ME THE OTHER DAY I CAN'T REMEMBER WHO WHAT THEY LOOKED LIKE BUT SAID YOU WOULD MAKE A MILLION DOLLARS AT CHILIS WITH YOUR STYLE I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I RESPONDED WITH BUT AT THAT TIME I WAS COMFY I WAS GETTING TUNNEL VISION ACCEPTED SLANDER HALF TRUTH AT MY OLD JOB MORE IMPORTANTLY I WAS GIVING CHARITY IN FORM SAFE HYGIENIC AREA OF OPERATION IT WAS A SERVICE BUT AS I SAID BEFORE CHARITY DOESN WORK WITH BASIC TENANTS OF CARING FOR YOUR BODY, HUMANITY LAWS IF THAT ISNT THERE THE OPERATION IS SOON TO FAIL BASICALLY I HAD NO COMPETITION. I KNOW NOW THESE REAL LIFE ANGELS VALUED MY SELF WORTH AND KNEW I WAS IN A BAD PLACE I NOW KNOW AFTER YEARS OF EXPERIENCE AND MATURING THEY SEEN 1 OUT OF SOMETIMES HUNDREDS OF WORKERS I WAS SET APART I COULDN'T SEE ANY OF THIS OR THINK ABOUT SOME OF THESE EVENTS SINCE THE DAY THEY HAPPEN BUT JUST LIKE DREAMS SOMETIMES YOU CAN SEE THINGS YOU ONCE DIDN'T SEE AND A BAD STORY TURNED INTO MOTIVATIONAL ONE. MY MESSAGE TO YOU VALUE YOUR SELF WORTH. WORK JUST AS HARD WHEN OTHERS ARE WATCHING AND NOT,ALWAYS GET A BUSINESS CARD AND HAVE ONE WITH YOUR NAME EVEN IF IT'D JUST A NOTE CARD NO FANCY ONE NEEDED. BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON I WALKED AWAY WAS HAVE CONFIDENCE TAKE THE BEST OFFER ESPECIALLY IF IT STEMS FROM A GOOD DEED,SELF WORTH OBVERSED
