like how i like a girl that in know way likes me and is very annoying, or how i’m attracted to two other girls that (one more than the other) might like me, but the odds of any of us saying anything are extremely low, if there are any other thoughts of me from them. plus my thoughts are in a downward spiral. “what if no one ever sees how good i can rap?” “do my friends hate me?” AUGH it’s just so much pressure and i feel like i’m gonna explode 😢