Don't. Suicide is a permanent answer to a temporary problem. Try to keep fighting. There's a native American proverb that goes: There are two wolves inside of you. Light and dark. The one you feed will dominate you. If you want to be happy with yourself, feed the light. If you focus your energy on the positive, no matter how hard that may sound, no matter how difficult it feels, it will make you feel much better, trust me.
