It's a ten shot revolver

NO!
As someone who played Russian Roulette and just barely missed killing myself on my first try, DO NOT.
It isn't worth it. If you wind up with a bullet in your head do you think Chaws will feel any better?

Do you think there's any better way to get the point across

You have to care about yourself before you care about others. Putting a hole in your head doesn't exactly fit that requirement.

Nobodys every cared about me why should I care about myself

It goes the other way around, you need to care about yourself or no one will. How do I know this?

A) I've been in much the same situation as you, my friend. I was in a dark place and didn't much care what happened or what others thought. Now I care, and now I have a decent little circle of friends.

B) That's what the judge at bond court my Criminal Law class went to said while giving a poor girl who'll probably spend the rest of her life in and out of jail a date to show up at an actual court.

Homeless, hooked on drugs, a prostitute. Her parents didn't care about her, she had no home, no friends, no nothing.

Because she didn't care what happened to her.

Do you want to end up like that? Or worse?

Again, it's a VERY big world out there, my friend. It's easy to feel overwhelmed, but if you can push through this, you can do just about anything.

And put down the gun. It isn't worth it.

Your helping I think so. but then I think why can't I be like you. some one I look up to. some one who knows what there doing. then your inspirational quotes make me cry because they are so good. I wish I could be wholesome and as nice as you are. And I almost find it incapable to me cuz I go back to my old ways.

Hey, I found it difficult too. I know EXACTLY what it's like. I wish I could tell you what steps I took to change so you can maybe try them as well but it wasn't really much of a process. After my near-brush with death with Russian Roulette, I knew that enough was enough.

I do have a few things that might have helped me, though:

A) Religion. ANY religion. Go to church if you can, pray every day if you can't. Religion exists to give you hope, both for the next world and for this one.

B) P.E. Preferably a team sport. Even if you suck at it you'll get better with time and practice. Camaraderie, endorphins from the exercise, fresh air, what could be better?

C) Keep a journal. It's hard to describe but it really gets your thoughts out of your head and onto paper where you can see them with more perspective.

D) Never, ever give up. In anything. EVER. I can't emphasize this enough.

And hey, you ALMOST find it incapable. That means you did it, even if for just a single second!
Keep it up! It isn't something that you can do with a snap of the fingers. While there may be a spark, it's up to you to keep putting fuel on the fire before it dies out and you have to start all over.

Hey I will do it. and the death thing you talk about ya when I was sad I set my head on fire for 2 minutes straight.

And think you when you sent me your first message I thought about it all day and when I saw the sun set it gave me one more spark of hope

The journal. I write songs to get my thoughts out (never release one to the public though)so the journal is a great idea

And I know you probably busy so I want to thank you for the time you have been trying to help me your the only person who ask gave me 2 thoughts - a tiny bit happy me

I'm glad to help in any way I can. It may not be much, but the weakest light breaks the deepest darkness.

Anyway, I've gotta go, it's late.

See ya tomorrow!

See you tomorrow

Do you need a hug?

Hey I know you and mabey

Aight you getting one
*Hug*

*hugs back* thanks I need that

Ofc
Lmk if I can do anything

Ok