I (18M) am an incel Genshin Impact and Star Trek enthusiast, and since I have no gf, I usually beat my shit 4-5 times a day. At first it was exciting, and thrilling to jerk off and get that sweet, sweet procreation liquid out of me, I would get the most exhilarating orgasms, that would make me moan so, so hard, that I once broke my vocal cords after jerking off to Mariah Carey on Christmas Eve.

However, since I masturbate so often, I've ended up not feeling anything when I cum, and my dick literally goes numb after I cum, quickly losing its blood flow and shrinking back to its initial size.

I went on TikTok the other day, and I saw everyone was doing this thing called "edging" and apparently it means to stop rubbing it when you feel you're close to the climax point, or hold your jizz inside, so that the next time you cum, it's gonna be the BOMB, making you bust a Mia Khalifa size load. I've tried it, but every time I do it and I'm about to cum, my brain keeps telling me to go more, closer, and not to stop. And of course every time I fail, and jizz all over my pants and my blanket.

I haven't had a good orgasm since since the moment Uncle Jim showed up and played with my "wiggly worm", as he referred it to, and that was 9 years ago. I need help, any tips?