bye, daddy. those were the last words i ever said to him in person.

God Is Really Real - AJR

thats where the lyrics are from, i thought it was fitting
it's really funny that i discovered that song like less then a week ago and now it's applicable. Like my dad was obviously a very different dad from their dad and he died differently but he was still my f**king father and im never going to f**king see him again and im f**king sick of it im f**king losing my f**king brain over this shit what the f**k is going on this doesnt f**king happen to me i am losing my go***mn mind over this

if theres one thing i've learned is that you can't dwell on the past because it can't be changed and you must look forward to make your future better

what killed him..?

drug OD is what i was informed

I am so sorry for your loss…

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it hurts. and the weird thing is is that I hadn't seen him in so long, but i think that just makes it hurt more. the last thing i ever said to him was goodbye when I was ten. f**king seven years ago.

Not to be rude or anything and you don't have to answer if it makes you uncomfortable but how did he die

drug od is what i was told

man, life f*cking sucks sorry for your loss i wish it could've been better for you, and i haven't said this yet so, sorry for your loss

I wish you better feelings and life

dang, i feel you, in the past 2 years i've lost 3 chickens, 1 dog 2 cats a horse, and the worst, my grandpa.

You had a f**king horse? Are you a Scottish lord?

im texan, i own a barn.

Ah, cowboy

yes, did the previous username not give it away? and btw my ancestry is scottish and irish so ig you were kinda right the first time

I am always right