im not super okay. I just am experiencing a lot of hard with not much good and it's hurting a lot.

a life update. my sister, who was six months pregnant with what would have been her third child, today just had a miscarriage. life is hard right now, really hard. In other news, my cancer is less bad, though still very much there. The doctors and I are pretty certain it kills me but it could be literally any day now, from tomorrow to a decade from now.