a reason to live because…
What happens to all the memories you make, when you die it won’t matter nor change anything. You have little impact to the world. And each one of us is just a speck of dust in the universe. Only conscious because we are aware of death, which we are destined. Every choice we make will not matter in the end. Everything will end. No choice will help you. Even if it impacts the whole world. It won’t impact the universe because thousands or millions of light year. Aliens don’t notice us because if they do, they will just see dinosaurs or the earth forming because of how light travels fast but slowly.
So no need to kill yourself because there’s no meaning or reason too. Just live your life knowing that you won’t impact the universe