Anxiety

MY ANXIETY IS UNJUSTIFIABLY AFFECTING MY SOBRIETY I QUIETLY SEEK PSYCHIATRY EVERYDAY WRITING IN MY DIARY AN HONESTLY I'M INSPIRED BY ME; BY THIRTY I'VE DECIDED TO ADVISEDLY ONLY BE GUIDED BY ME I'LL FINALLY BE CAREFREE AN ABLE TO SET MYSELF FREE; SO WHAT IF I'M A DIVORCEE AND MY LIFES BEEN A BIT CRAPPY ALL I EVER WANTED IN LIFE WAS TO BE HAPPY AND PAIN-FREE; SO FROM NOW ON I WILL BE I DISAGREE WITH ALWAYS GETTING THE THIRD DEGREE DOCTORS ALWAYS ASKING WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME; ASKING ABOUT MY HOMOSEXUALITY TRYING TO FORESEE WHAT'S AHEAD FOR ME ITS NOT JUST A PHASE; TRAUMA HAS CAUSED YOUR BRAIN TO BE IN A HAZE NOWADAYS THE PAIN NEVER REALLY GOES AWAY BUT ONE DAY YOU WILL BE AMAZED WHEN YOU CAN FINALLY SET ABLAZE TO THE YESTERDAYS; THAT WILL CALL FOR SELF PRAISE AND MAYBE A MUSICAL PHRASE ABOUT THE GOOD OLD DAYS I WON'T ALLOW ANYMORE DELAYS AFTER ALL THIS IS MY LIFE ANYWAYS. -C.M.J 03/11/2024