So I was proofreading this like all my comments and I realized that this is just me trauma dumping so if you are not in a good place or just don't want to here some stranger on the internet trauma dump, then stop reading this comment here
A person is only able to take so much until they snap, and become the one who needs help, but they don't ask for it due to them knowing that there friends need someone emotionally stable to talk to, and I have never liked showing emotions (trauma response? Idfk) so I don't ask people for help so my issues keep getting worse bc everyone thinks I'm fine even tho I'm not so they come vent to me about there issues which only make mine worse. This then leads to unhealthy coping mechanisms that I also don't tell anyone about for the reasons previously mentioned which leads into a massive downward spiral, and where I am now. I am so f**king done with everything rn and I just need a go***mn break, but I can't have one bc ik my friends need my help. My highly suicidal/SH friend who was doing better recently got dumped by his bf and he is relapsing pretty hard rn, and of course the one who normally helps me calm him down doesn't have a working phone anymore bc there's broke. My other friend has been getting really depressed lately and has considered suicide, but at least he is ez to talk out of it. Ik that this is probably extremely incoherent and just seems like me rambling, and it is both of those
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