i don't know if you are still at school or not, i ended it in 2021. when you will finish school issues will become more worse, the world will be a sad and big place in which you will need to affirmate youself otherwise people will think you as a failure. I don't still have a job and sometimes i miss school... even if i hated it. Every part of a person's life can be difficult but adult life is really but really difficult, and i started to understand it just right now, even if i'm 22 and i'm not so adult after all, i'm a semi-adult