Oh, hope you’re getting help.
As a guy, I want real girls. Fit is great, but fit and healthy looking. Gotta have something to hold.
Out of a group of random girls, I would not take the skinniest one.
That’s a good weight for a girl who’s about 5’3”- 5’6” to be fair. If you’re closer to 5’0 maybe you could lose weight, and if you’re 6’ you’re underweight.
(I’m more used to kg though, but I think you’re saying you’re about 50kg).
Teenage girls now seem to be obsessed with being thin. It’s unhealthy.
I’ve seen twin girls in hospital to gain weight. They weren’t allowed to see each other. Definitely anorexia. They would have seen each other as thinner than they saw themselves. I’m hypothesising that the body image thing became a competition between each other, so it was unhealthy for them to see each other.
Please don’t go down that path.