I don't like TheCreativeKid, but I wouldn't want him to die. Creative, your grammar is not the reason to do Ronnie Mcnutt. You could be a great person if you literally didn't act like a racist, antisemetic, and ableist autistic person.
Taking out your life is awful, and sure, I've felt the same, multiple times in my pathetic little life, but you deserve to live longer than me.