update: They were all nice and I was friends with 2 out of 5 of them so they welcomed me and were understanding, we spent the whole practice taking notes about what to build and when the lights would change, etc. etc.
adjashuifhusihdfh scared but also excited for stage crew; so I haven't been able to go to my first few stagecrew rehearsals due too my other sport, colorguard,being really demanding of my attention because of competitions coming up, and aparently they are printing out scripts for everyone except me because they think i just decided not to take on the role at stagecrew T-T they can prob print me one today bc i have practice today BUT STILL its gonna be awkward because everyon gonna think i just quit without notice. paper rings