stm temp lmao

I feel f**king terrible
i promised so many times i'd stop cutting
but what do i do time and time again?
i do it over and over and i cant stop
i just wish i actually had the balls to end it once and for all, but i dont.
im too scared.
i hate it
why do i have to be the one who cant do it?
f**king kids have done it yet i cant
i always think about the people i'd hurt
i dont know whats after death
or if there's anything after death
would i be stuck haunting everyone who cared for me?

We love you

thank you

Yw
Be strong bro

im trying to stay alive for another 15 years but ive reached my breaking point
im really trying
believe me

why do you want to unalive yourself?

i get angry at someone and the guilt afterwards hurts more than any bullet or blade

well.. just dont unalive yourself please

im trying not to

maybe go to sleep?

i dont trust myself to do that but i'll try

wait, is there a knife in your room?

no but theres so many other things i could use
blankets, sheets, i keep my gun under my bed for christs sake

dont touch that gun

i dont have the balls to actually kill myself though
hurting myself's a different story
but i wont

ok, now go to sleep

alright

Vent to me if ya need
I'm always here to help

i just f**king cant anymore
im done with life but i just cant do it
im too much of a pussy
people yell at me and i go back to this phase
every godforsaken time

Don't leave us

im trying i swear

*hug*
You ever tried therapy or a rage room?

therapy just makes me more angry
never tried a rage room because i feel bad breaking stuff

A rage room is great
Pretend your breaking your enemies stuff

even then i feel guilty as if it was a friends
i dont know why but i just do

Pretend hard

alright i'll try