i dont want a therapist i think i would scare them too much

I don’t feel fear for the things you’ve done, I fear the thing you become.

ive been through the craziest shit ever
thank god my parents dont know

Enlighten me, please.

it would take too long
basically alot of illegal stuff happened

Interesting. I’ll get the popcorn

ok ok alright

Part 1

so one day me and my friend whos name i will not specify got asked for nudes by this group of guys
and i was a little concerned so i eventually found out why
apparently these guys were making an OF with alot of different girls nudes on it they hadnt gotten any yet but dont ask me why they assumed i would give them nudes thats disgusting
i was a little more than creeped out at that point so i was going to report it to the school the next day
but my friend who they also had asked for nudes reported it first and these guys got their devices confiscated
BUT THEN (major plot thickener) they found a whole bunch of other stuff on the devices

Part 2

so the school involved the police in the whole thing, but at the time i had no idea what was going on
these guys knew they were screwed over, but they still asked me for nudes AGAIN (the nerve of some ppl istg) obvi i said no
and a day later i found out they had found CP on half the devices which is SO WRONG IN MANY WAYS OMG
There were also a series of texts that they found from one guy in which he said he mooned a bus full of elementary schoolers WTF IKR ppl in my school are rly messed up 😭
and i hoped they would go to court and like get sent to a different school or smth because i hate them (a thing happened between my friends ex who is part of that friend group and my friend, but thats a story for another day)

That’s not okay. I hope they get the judgement whom they deserve.

me too 😭
but i dont think anythings happening which is infuriating

Part 3
but in addition to all that while the devices were confiscated a person who was in the friend group but not rly involved texted a person in the group whos device was confiscated without knowing
the text said "im gonna r*pe u tomorrow"
im assuming it was a joke but thats a seriously f**ked up joke if it was
the police saw it, notified the kid who recieved the text's parents, and the parents placed a two week restraining order on the guy who sent the text
they ended up going to court two weeks later to extend the restraining order to the entire school year but it went nowhere so instead the kid who sent the text got a week suspension
IM PRAYING he doesnt come back and they all move schools because i cannot take stuff like this im so stressed

That can be harrowing, the ungodly anticipation for something like that. Have you tried talking to your parents more intently about your situation?

i have not talked to my parents AT ALL
if they heard ab whats going on they would
1. kill me
2. send whats left of me to a boarding school or smth
3. cut off all communication to my friends and take away mostly everything thats mine

Hm. I don’t really understand the concept of parents caring for adolescents because, well, mine are dead. But, the best advice I can give you is to not strew too much, but you should still vaguely talk about it.

oh im so sorry
sadly i cant my parents arent rly the "supportive and accepting" type

Isn’t ownership of CP jail-able?

it is
but somehow they didnt go to jail
thx for reading btw

You can rant
I ain’t a therapist

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