WHERE YOU FEAR AFTERLIFE AND DEATH AT THE SAME TIME WHERE YOU FIND YOURSELF THROWING UP AND BEING UNABLE TO EAT. FEELING TRAPPED IN A HOLE OF HORROR AND SILENCE LIKE A GRAVE OF EMPTINESS AND EMOTION FEELING SO ALONE WHILE SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE AND NOTHING YOU DO WILL BE EMOTIONALLY SIGNIFICANT HAVING MONOTONY ON YOUR BRAIN AT ALL TIMES AND BEING UNABLE TO FEEL ANYTHING ELSE BUT FEAR? Y'ALL EVER BEEN TRAPPED IN AN ENDLESSLY REPEATING LOOP OF EXISTENCIAL DREAD