Scout but in a wheelchair

This world is an illusion My intention's to relieve Have left me down inside a hole But through this brotherhood I've found a perfect way to gain control A sacred pact of new perception Burn the pig and bleed the goat A witch has saved my intellect and through discretion now I know Take 13 steps into the void Face retribution all alone I spit my poison to the priest who thinks his words can calm my soul; This rain will fall And with these floods There comes a message from an evil Now a question haunts my mind Will I survive it through the sleep? I cannot help what I've become My train of consequence It moves along the tracks of what's been done The devil took away my youth These decisions that you make When faced with problems Choose your fate Avoid the light don't trust the Bible This corruption lies and wait The government preys on your weakness