When I was 10-11 years old, I've never been the target audience to a hit/popular game. I've always wanted to be. But I felt like G-d was telling me, "not until your first period."
I've never been the target audience for a popular video game because most popular video games weren't my type.
I've begged to have a video game my type become popular. Then on September 2020, it happened. I finally was the targ aid for a hit video game. And then I got my period.