So some of you already know that I have a pretty bad infection

And some of you know I have 3

Well basically, the infections have already started to severely damage my kidneys, and they're starting to spread to my full body through my bloodstream

I've been stuck in the cycle of getting these same infections since last year (month 4)

One of them hasn't gone away since June

I've been suffering through excruciating pain every single day, I've just been hiding it really well

No irl people know that the infections are still here
But I'm not gonna try to treat them because even if I did, they'd come back.
Basically, I'm gonna let myself die

simple, tell someone who actually cares for your health and they should be able to handle it

a school counsellor or smth

🧍

Literally just y'all then bc..
Nobody irl actually cares
And my school hates me so nah not a good choice

damn

Don't let yourself die. I would be beyond devastated if you died. You are loved by so many and words can't describe how much I love you. I wanna be with you for the rest of my life because your the one. - R

Also ik this is bad timing but I had to get this out there

das ist tiefgründig ngl
ich hoffe es wird wieder gut

If you don’t wanna live for you, then live for us
Live for Rylie
What happened to all them plans? Out the window?
Do not throw life away when you still have a fight chance
Please

Funnily enough, I don't have a fight chance

Though I'm still living because of Rylie
Without him..
Idk

Do the doctors say you don’t have a fighting chance? Or do you say that

Common sense tells me I don't have a fighting chance

If an infection spreads to your blood (mine has) it's very quickly able to turn fatal

And if not for the facts itself, it's the excruciating undescribable pain I'm in every day trying to fight it

I request of you that you live for every last moment that you can have
Keep fighting please
Oh for Gods sake do it for me do it for stupid f**king me
Don’t give up

Truer words have never been spoken - ES

Please listen to me Isaac

Have you talked to your family about it?

No

Perhaps you should though... if you are suffering from infections, the best or atleast least you can do is tell you family.

This place is my family

My real family would just call me dramatic and leave it at that

I completely understand you bro... and we are here for you, every single one of us.
We always stand to support and be here, for you.

Your real family irl may have given up on you, but we stand and help you rise, to the moon!

We all wish deep to give you a well deserved hug.

Hope you get well soon

I won't lmao

Sad

that's horrible dude.
you shouldn't let yourself have infections and slowly die.
tell your loved ones immediately

I've tried treating them over and over again but they just come back fast and worse every time

I'm giving up

accidentally read treating as eating lmao

[image deleted] dont give up, man.

im sure if you find some different doctors you'll find someone eventually.

I've been to emergency room after emergency room these past few months

Nothing's working

have you been anywhere for where specifically the infections are?

No

I don't have the money or the time to seek out professional people

Even it I did, my communal living place wouldn't let me do that, because they'd have to transport me.

If you need money, try gofundme.

If you need transportation, use part of that gofundme money.

A gofundme for a child dying of infection sounds so f**king stupid

People would be skeptical 💀🔫
Plus if I did
The place I live at would find it
And then complain about it and report it to the government
And then more problems would ensue

Hopefully my advice for you in the past has been helpful.

Try Shriners Hospital
https://www.shrinerschildrens.org

I think a bus ride away for you.

Mythical Andrew W

W

I mean you probably have enough checks for make-a-wish

Bro pls don’t let urself die
Do not ever give up man pls

Spire
Are you getting treatment or nah

Cause if you are
Don't quit yet
Even if it doesn't work
It goes toward preventing figure cases

My treatment stopped a couple months back because I stopped trying

oh

Why'd you give up tho
are you really content with dying without a meaning
Having accomplished nothing

oh my f**king god

i wish you luck that you survive through the infections

just reading this makes me want to donate money to you, but i can't. i wish i was rich as f**k so i could help the helpless. i just want you to know i would try to help you as much as i can (even though your bf is emo and i'm not anywhere close to how f**king cool he is lmfao), but the best thing i can really do is memechat you quotes and shit like that, but that's something you probably don't want, or just this reply alone. a good way to probably go through these infections is to change the way you think about life, it's not ending. it's still at the beginning. go forth, and go for the stars, bro. also, 3 makes this worse. think about this rq, you would not have made me come here if you didn't make this place, MSMG. i'm sorry bro. i never knew about this, but man, it probably sucks. honestly, don't keep it a secret. you only get one chance (most of the time) at life, so tell your parents about these infections. they'll probably be sympathetic of you (unless your parents are retarded) and try to help you the best of their ability. (sorry that i always go offtopic, it's that adhd)

forgot to add this, but it's not okay to hide something that's hurting you in any way or any form. it actually makes it worse.

I wish I saw all this sooner. I’m really sorry youre going through all of this shit. Just know that me, ry, Jay… we’re here for you. Ofc my memechats are open if you need to vent. I’m not great with advice but I’ll try my best to make sure you’re okay. <3

Take yourself to the doctor
Pretty sure they can’t tell your parents if you don’t want them too

Can't do that and here's why

-Don't have a car or a driver's license
-Don't have money for other ways of transportation

We’ll get some
Do the homeless people thing if you have too

*well
My phone autocorrects to that for some reason

💀🔫

Nah I'd get beaten for that shit bc I have decent clothes

Get a job or something
Ask a neighbor
There are a bunch of ways

Ah yes, let me knock on a person I've never met in my life's door to ask for money
Flawless logic

I can't get a job I don't have an ID

You’d be surprised at how kind some people are
If you tell them your story I’m sure at least one person will give you something