first of all, I KNEW IT LMAO
most of u did not notice i left so dont give me the "b-but everyone will miss u!" I do not care if yall miss me or not be fr dont speak for everyone bro everyone that cares about me and i care back i have other ways of contact with them.
second of all, i am trying to leave again. If i am being honest i put little to no effort in leaving last time. i mean i came right back after all. I said i would log on when i felt like it but unfortunately it just became what was the reason I left the last time. i need to actively try. and i am, actually. i got 8 hours of sleep sunday night and 7 hours of sleep last night!! which is a big, big improvement of 4 years of 4-5 hours of sleep, lets be fr. in the past week my mental health has also improved, and it is safe to say i can actually get out of bed in the morning and know there might be some hope for me. I've also been praying more often, which leads me to my next point
third of all, I am getting confirmed this coming May, which means i am becoming a member of the Catholic church for life. I want to be more serious in my religion, so this year I will fast from many things, imgflip included. It will in fact be very tough for me. but I think I really need to do this. 40 days straight without imgflip is much more important to me than 40 days straight just being on imgflip all day. and no i will NOT go on dms. bc im still going on the site if i do. I need to get it together fr.
ily guys sm. Lent starts on valentines day I believe so I'm going to be on a couple of times before that. and after that I really dont know what to tell you guys. Like will I come back after easter? I have no idea. Maybe I will log on every now and then, maybe not. All I know is that this isnt healthy for me. i have irl reasons, online reasons, and my own reasons that I need to go.
again, ly all 🎀🧸 if u want any of my socials ask someone who has my discord to ask me for them. i mean u can just give my discord but anything past that is a nono.
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