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100 views 8 upvotes Made by Egotistical_Zan 6 months ago in MS_memer_group
32 Comments
3 ups, 6mo,
7 replies
I'm doing f**king awful. I want to kill myself so f**king badly, but I can't. I need to stay alive, keep my promises.

Everything was going good by now it's just going downhill again.
4 ups, 6mo,
5 replies
Phone stuff:

-I'm not allowed to date people or have even friends anymore per policy
–I'm not even supposed to talk to anyone that I dont have wrotten permission to speak to, but I'm not willing to give that up.

-I can't be on my phone for more than an hour a day.
–Can't use it in school, can't use it after waking up, can't use it after getting back home, can't use it during dinner, can't use it during our daily outing.
—Can't use it if I have schoolwork/homework either.

-Everything I say/do has to be monitored, and people are required to have the password to every single account I have everywhere.

-I'm not allowed to post photos of anything in my house without written permission and supervision of administration.

-If I don't follow these rules, I'll get everything(school computer, phone, xbox [even tho it's broken] taken away for 2 weeks or more, and I'll have to go to bed at 8PM every day amd shower at 7:30PM.
2 ups, 6mo,
1 reply
*written
1 up, 6mo
oof i feel ya
1 up, 6mo
why can I relate to this on a spiritual level
1 up, 6mo
What the f**k?
That's screwed up.
I'm sorry
1 up, 6mo
1. Whos making you do this?
2. HAW HAW
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1 up, 6mo
wtf happened?
4 ups, 6mo,
4 replies
School:

-I have to take MCAS (mandatory yearly state standardized assessments required to get a good score for high school graduation.)

-I'm in two classes I really really hate but am required to take or else I can't f**king graduate. One is P.E equivalent, which is mandatory for every single person every year until college. Doesn't matter if you, have asthma, heart issues, other issues, whatever. You still have to. If you don't participate, you fail and get no credit. Medical sign-off doesn't matter, they'll reject them.

-Another class that I'm in, I'm doomed to fail because I simply don't have glasses/contacts and class performance is based mostly on sight.

-Another class gives out a ton of assignments every single day, and I can't keep up with all of them.

-Can't even use the bathroom because that would be considered gross.
–Can't use a bathroom of either gender or else I'd be called a creep by the other kids.
—There's only 2 gender neutral bathrooms avaliable to kids in the entire school, and one of them is constantly locked.

-People keep being really annoying in my classes.
–Kids will kick my desk and/or fidget a lot in their chairs (which my desk touches their desk because the classroom is cramped), or they will be yelling. The chairs are connected to the desk btw.
—This would be fine to a normal kid, but I have high anxiety and get sensory overload really easily.
4 ups, 6mo,
1 reply
-I have to make up credits for all of the classes I failed in freshman year. Which is all of them, because my state doesn't give a shit about excused medical leave.
–They will fail you because you sidnt do the work, even if you were hospitalized.
—Any work that you do in a hospital, they reject anyway.
4 ups, 6mo
*didn't
3 ups, 6mo
damn i feel the mcas 😔

gl bro 🙏🙏
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1 up, 6mo
I think you live in my state I gotta take Mcas to
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1 up, 6mo
wtf
4 ups, 6mo,
1 reply
Relationships: I feel guilty about being poly despite my partners knowing and agreeing

Friendships:
I feel like if I'm not there for everyone all the time, I'm failing them somehow.
I also never speak up for myself because I feel if I do, I'll make a person mad. Even if someone says something really hurtful. (Generally speaking)
4 ups, 6mo
Relationships pt 2: I just don't feel like I'm wanted, I feel like they're just pretending to love me so I don't feel bad and because they think I'm sexy (despite not showing anything).

Also I got friendzoned (no not you Corpse) a while ago by someone and it still kinda stings
He also like disappeared off the face of the earth????
Where'd bro go??
3 ups, 6mo,
1 reply
Erm, take this to the publishers
2 ups, 6mo,
1 reply
Lmao

Hi Sauce how are you
2 ups, 6mo,
1 reply
I'm finding out the harsh truth about myself through tests
I'm 100% homophobic
1 up, 6mo,
1 reply
Omg shocker!!!!
2 ups, 6mo,
1 reply
im the greatest homophobic!
1 up, 6mo
Congrats bro lmfao
3 ups, 6mo,
1 reply
Home:

-Being forced to get a job soon.

-Have to spend all of my time with the other kids, or else I'll be yelled at, or get everything taken away(see: phone).
–When I do take like an hour away I get accused of trying to not talk to people at all anymore
—Or simply I get mocked for trying to take space

-People are always fighting in the house

-Paying back debt of a phone repair that I didn't even want to do, I was just forced to by administration.
–Context: We make at most $20 a week for doing chores. Which is nice, until you think about the fact we have to buy our own hygiene products.

-I'm always getting told I'm not trying my best or I'm not being pushed hard enough.
2 ups, 6mo
By the way when I say "a job" I mean I just finished my 2 weeks notice at my last one
2 ups, 6mo
1 up, 6mo
Fr
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1 up, 6mo,
1 reply
Pls dont kill ur self ur one of my friends
1 up, 6mo,
1 reply
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1 up, 6mo
Ur making me sad
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1 up, 6mo
this is actually really sad

wtf happened
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1 up, 6mo
Jesus Christ I feel so bad for you though. Your parents/guardians are treating you like an inmate or smth for no reason. Please, hang in with life and don't kys. Things will get better soon for you hopefully
1 up, 6mo
Dude, idek what to say.
I really don't know what you're going through, but I'm here for you.
Please don't kill yourself. It really isn't worth it.
Things will get better. I promise.
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Alright um; I'm gonna vent in the comments, though I don't expect y'all to actually read it