But seriously, HermitCraft was, in the most literal sense, my life. These youtube series (especially HermitCraft) have been keeping my life afloat, and I don't know how to get these emotions through to my mother. I freakin _scared_ of her! I'm also bad at expressing feelings :P. On top of that she says "I worship these youtubers" And it doesn't help that I want to be a youtuber. Q~Q T^T ;~;