i have like 2 emotions
inexplicable anger
and א̸̡̧̧̧̧̧̢̡̧̢̜̲͇̗̱͙͔̹̥̹̞̬̝͔͉͕͍̼̥̫̘̣̗̝͓̱̳̬̭̰͍̻̠̠̜̦̬̖̹̖͚͇̪̩̙̣̲̯͈̣̜̭͍̥̫̤̞̳̲̜̯̩̹̮̫̱̞͙̗̝̖͔̰͈̳͕̹͔̹͇̯̱̹͇̳͕͎̯̠̜̦̦̓̅͊͗̾̎̿̃̽͒̊͋͐̌̅͒̅̔̈́̿̀̎̋̿͆̕̚͜͜͜͜͝͠͝͠͠ל̷̡̡̡̨̡̢̨̛̛̛̛̛̖̱̫̟̭͕̣̞͍̹͓͎̟̙̫̯͎̬̣͓̝͓̭̘͈͚̻̫̙̱̖̦̭̺͍̮͉̠̤̙̟̯̟̭͚̩̖̱̟̯̮̭͎͙̹̗̰̜͈̮̰̯̪͎̥̱̦̝̹͔̫̜̬̫͔̺͕̯͉̘̭̣̰̜̗̯̖̩̜̤̪̻̙̠̦̫̱͈̖̠̩̲͈̮͚̪̲͕̺̹̂̾̑͆̐͒̍͛͐̾̆̈́̈́̏̆̈́̊̔͊̃̐̎̒̉̓͗͌͂͗͒̅͛̍̑̄̿̈́̈́͂́̂̀̎̒͐̔̐̈́̇̉͛̓̀̂̈̍̒̀̐̇͒̊̐͑̉͆̊͒̐̑̓̈̎̄͒̀̒̐͐͐̃̆̾̽͒́̎͑́̄̀͂̆̽͛̄̽̒̈̉̓̇̆͒́̍̍͒͆̚͘̕͘͘̚͘̕͜͜͜͜͝͠͝͝͝͝͠ͅͅͅו̵̡̨̨̨̧̡̨̨̧̨̨̢̢̢̧̨̧̨̛̛̛̤͕̰̳̝͙̜̜͉̲͚̪͚͔̱̠̥͓̘̰̭͚͉̺̻̥̲̬̥̭͓͓̣̙̱̰̣͉͉̯̫̙̖̟̺̳̘̬͉̻̬̬̫̱̦̥̻̜͖̭̯̹̳͓̻͍̭̲͍̖̭͚͚̲̮̙͉͇͖͉͉̮̟̼̺͔̘̭͓͎̭̻̬͇̥͖̥͙̬̩̟͍̲̖͎̫̘͙͉̻̼̥̘͇͉͕̱̤̫̱͇̞̱͚͙̜͈͉͙̼̺͚̳̜͓͔̭̖̫̼̬̬̯̣͖͓̤̹͔̥̺̮̤͓͍͓̮͍̖̼̠͓̰̞̠̣̜͇̰͎̲̟̻̗͕͙̹̦͓̫͉̗̠͓̺͓͎͙̘̝͎̣̣̼̳̗͇̰̗̮͓̬͋́̍͌̔͐̿̅͆̾̈́͒̐̉̈́͂͂̈́̉̿͆̽̊̇̋͆̈́̐͌̉̿͗̈́͗̾͗͗̍͗̈́̂͌̏͒͋̾͛̉̑͂͆͋̑̇̃̎̓̑̿͐̓̀͑̌͌̒͑̑̃̍́̀͐̉̈́͌̂̀̅̾̀̌̀̂͌̀̃͛̀̔́̀̒͆͗̋̀̊̆̇͆̏̆̉̅̈́̊̌̒̀̉͌̋̇͒̾̈̓́̏́͂̈́͑̐́͋͐͗͒́̀͗̈́̔̈́̀͛͆͌͌̃͊̿̆̿̋͌̇͛̅̽̃̽̐̆͂̀͐̊̈́̐̈́̐̿͒̒̾̔̊̈́̓̾̈́́̇̇̇͆͑͋̆̇̈́̀̓̿̓̄̂̈́̏́̓̈́̾̈́̋̔́̂̑̋͛͆̊́̑̈́̓̈̑͗̈̈́͆̀̽̈̿̔͆̈́͐͆̑̕͘͘͘͘̕̕͘͘̕͘̕̚̚̕̕͘̚͘̕̕̕͜͜͜͜͜͜͜͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͠͝͝͝͝ͅͅͅͅͅͅͅה̶̧̡̨̢̨̡̨̧̢̡̧̧̨̨̡̨̡̧̨̢̨̨̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̱̘͔͎͕̥̣̱̗̦͍̜̗͓̼̳̺̳̙̬̗͍̘̜̠̠̫̭̮̝̖̬͙̳͇͙̱̪͖̮͚̪̰͈͕̣̰̖̙͉͔̪̲͓͈͇̭͈̻̯̖͉͚͇̩̬̲̭͓̤̯̼̺̟̦̤͚͔͙̺̹̠͖̯̺̪͖͈̞̣̫̪͇̫͓̭̞̥̙̝̜̰̙̦̹̳͕͎̙̞͔͕̬̝̼̼̼̫͈͍̘̦̩̭̠͖̻̦̯͚͔̲̮̻͖̘͚̳̞̗̘̥̯̳̰̣͖͍̩̳̣̥͍͚͉͉̪̰̩̪̦̫̫̟̜̳͉̮̟̥̥̣̪͔̼͇̺̝̟̦͇̠̰̺̥̙̯̘̬̻̹̜̺̼̙͕̭͈̘̭̘͚̭̤̩͈̼̖̜̫͈̖͙̬̹̠̺̳̰̜̺̤̲̘̩͈̭̪̗̞͇̬̝̱̙̤̬̮̟̪̟̹̥̹̩̰̙͎̱̆́̿̌̍̒̔͊͆̍̾̅̔̆̀̆̓̊̎͊̈́̉̌̄̎̎͊̾̃̾̿͒̽̒̑̇̊͂̈͒̆̂͑̿͊̈͑̇̋̋̓̆̓̌̅̽̃̆̓̅̐͒̉́̂́̍̌͗͗͑̋̀̒̐̈́̐̓̓̃̾͂͒̄͌͊̄̈́̔̂̆̀̾͒̓͗̑̒̐͗̈́̌̔̀̈́̈̑̒̏̆̒̉͆̎́̽͐͌̎͂̍́͆͐̾̀͌̋̌̆̀͌͐̋̑̉̇̇̏͌̓̉͒͑́̆̈́̆̀̈́̈̂͂̂̍̌̈͐̏͘̚̚̕̚̕̕̚͘͘̕̚̚͘̚͘͘̚̕̕͘͜͜͜͜͜͝͠͝͝͝͝͠͝͝͝͝͝͝ͅͅͅͅי̷̧̢̢̢̢̡̢̨̢̨̢̨̨̨̧̛̛̛̛̛̛̱͍̙̻͉̣̦͉̘̬̥̩͈̗̞̪͙̙͉̳̦̦̼̩̘̳̪̯̰̝͓̟̻̤̤̭͚̹͙̭̥͉̩̹͉͔͉̱͚̦͙͉͚͉͉͙̙̮̰͖̺̮̟̪͙͍̰͚̯̺͓̥̻̼̝̺̝͈̺͉̩͓̳̫͚̫̞͎͔̥̙̤̤̰̼̳͖͔̬̫̖̤̣̬͚͎̗͙͇̺͓͈̳͈̹͕̼̏̅̉̌͂͐͑̊̑͋̃̾̽̈͊̐̽̿̿͆̽̿͂̿̈̈̐̑̈̀̽̔̋͊̈̂̈́͂̇̑̌̀͆͐͌͗̋̄͐́̍̉̋͑̅̿͌̈́̋̈͆͗͊̈́̉̿̾́̍͌́̌̌̄̌̂̀̐̋̋̉̄̈͆̓͛̔͌͑̀̇͛͌̔̈́́̌̈́̂͋́̐̀̑̇̌̈́̆̇̏͌̒̆̀̏̋̿͒̈̅̇̓͋̒̎͌͆̎́̈͒̓̀̌̈́̽̈́̈́͋̂́̊͛̄̓̊̑͑̓̽̊̐̀́͛̀̂̔̇̅́͒̅͆̈͊͒̎̐̈̓̀̀̍̇͒̓͒́̔͂̃̃̇̀́̄̆̔̒̄͊́̈́̉͗͒̊͊̏́̋̋̿͛̊̈̈̏̀̈́̃͆̍̈́͆̐͊̀͌́̍̂̽̄́̔̀̿̇͂̑̎͆̒̋̈́̆̿̂̚̕̕̕̚̕̕̚̚̕̚̚̕͘͘̚͘͜͜͜͠͝͝͠͝͠͠͝͝͠͝͝͠͝͝͝͝͝͝͝͠͝͠ͅͅͅͅͅם̶̧̨̢̧̡̨̡̧̢̡̡̧̨̢̧̡̧̡̨̧̡̡̢̨̡̢̡̧̧̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̛̬̫̫̼̬͉̰̘̠̩͈̦̜̘͎̭̩͕̬̫̗̞̘̞̥̳͉͈͓͎͈̺͈̟̥̳̺̣̣̺̱̟̺͇̱͇͔̦̭̼̞̻͔͎̱͚̙̼̻̖̰̯̜͉̙̺͍̳̩̦͇̮̼͍̭̤͇̣͚͙̟̳̥̺̺͙̬̰̙͈̞̳̹̘͚̤̬͔͙̘̪̦͕͇̫̳̦̬̫̯̳̝̠̞̺͖͔͇̟͙̺͉̯̻͈̻͍͈̥͈͉͓̹̘͕̘̳̱̭̩̥͎̞̦̱̦̘̖͕̲͕͓̣̮̹͙̞̜̹̼͕͉̲̪̣̞̲̼̪͈̹̝͙͇̲̞͎̯̳̯̫̙̩̳͓̗̬̩͖͕̹̪̱̥̻̘͉̗̥̩͉̹̬̤̳̪̠͍̼̦̳̟̺͎͚̣̼̺͔̭̯̰̮̙̝̜̰̗̳͔͖̟͈̹̼̫͇̭͗̇́̿̇̈͒̑̒̐̽̇̆̉̊̍̔̇͆̽̈͒͗̀̀͂̀͐̍͐͐̃̈̉̑̈̿͂͌̓͛̒̆̍̾̓̈͌̏̄̏̿̓́̇̏̑͌̽̂́̃͊͛̔̒̇͗́̇̍̾͂̌͐̓̏̐̔̂̇̃̂͒͑̆̏͂̽̒̓̾̒̏͆̀̓̋͊̆̔̈́̄̈́̀̊̅̌͋̎̓̉̈́͋͋́̉͊͋̇͋̐̎̂̃̄͑̈́̓̈́̎͋̍̀͂̄̆͑͑͛̄̆̇̌̓̈́̈́͌̐̈́͛̐̎̌͒̆͑͂̏̀̈́̔̇̅̅̏̅͂̐͆́̽̀̑̃͊̐̀̀̎̏̆̈́̒̄̇̌̂͋̒̎̓͐̄͒̂̆̔̈̅́̍͑͛̍́͐̅̽͑͂̽̏͑̀̇̕̚̚̚̕̚͘̚̚͘̕̚̕͘̕͜͜͜͜͜͜͜͝͝͠͝͠͝͝͝͝ͅͅͅͅͅͅͅͅ ̷̧̢̧̨̡̡̛͖͕̻̺̘̘͈͔͈̻͉̹̟̮̦̟͙̣͎͎͕̣̥̳͇̙̼͇͉͉̹̪̹̰̭̗͚̟̲̞̗͙̮̤̎͊͌̍̂͐͊̏̒͗̆́̽̓̔̈́̂̈́̑̈́̃̈́͒̇̃̆̎̃̈́̈́̇̏̏̑̔͆͒̌̀͆̃̈́̈́͘̚̕̚̕͜͝͝͝͝͝
like how do you see someone crying and sympathize with them
sure theyve gone through some shit but who cares
you got dealt an ass hand in life boo-f**king-hoo we all did
I don't
life is easy for me idk
my problem would be the not caring, if it's a problem at all
makes me sound even more selfish and narcissistic bc I don't think my life has been particularly tragic, yet I'm still f**ked up in the head or something
