real
and if I tell my parents "hey I think I have (disorder) but I'm not sure can you go get me tested so I can get an official diagnosis" they'll be like "nah you're faking it testing is a waste of money and time"
bro i cannot bare being undiagnosed sometimes
im never taken seriously and ppl think im just "insulting myself" when i say i have smth wrong with me
"ur normal" no bro im mentally ill just test me