part 1 for the verses

so i want yall to make a sentence that describes how painful inside it was/is to hide your parents that you are lgbtq , like :

"I feel like if i tell you , it will be better , but i feel also it could be worse"

If you are feeling creative you can make more than one sentence

How do I feel?
I look in the mirror and see a stranger
Standing in the body of a depressed teenager
I’ll tell you how I feel
It feels like hugging a cactus
I wish I could be free
From these people who bound me

I can write more if you’d like

Beautiful.

I’m gonna write this down for when I get a ukulele

Do it

Its crazy good man !

Ty 🥹 I love creative writing but I just can’t produce music because I can’t sing

Put me in the credits mkay 🥺

writing lyrics is super good enough bc it helps writing music next

I’d be happy to help you with future music writing :)

Cool :)

I just want to be my true self, but even when i need it i can't come to you for help. I must stay hidden inside the closet where i hide and pray that you'll never know who i am, even though the urge to be me is getting stronger as i speak. I'm scared to come out, in fear that you'll abandon me, leaving me with nobody... leaving me to rot.

(Okay but in all seriousness my mom HATES me for being gay and I'm honestly terrified of ever showing it in front of her (I'm out) because she's extremely homophobic/transphobic (one of her coworkers is transmasc and she still calls him by feminine pronouns. It sucks).
I want out)

Omg I love that in the musical sense

I don’t like that in terms of your mom

Ty

Also that's part of the reason my Nana is gonna get custody of me soon

Yeah !!!!!

yeah im asexual i have to hide myself due to my conservative family i am too scared to admit it
i wish i could just be myself i cant have any socials other than youtube (that might change soon but for now thats the case) they told me to delete my discord account i wont do it no matter how much they ask me to do it
but then again im a minor and cant do anything
my dad keeps calling me names and i feel awful
they keep making fun of me for supporting LGBTQIA+ and using trans peoples prefered pronouns
they keep r slurring me and other awful shit

Same for me. My mom makes fun of me no matter what I do so I’ve been forced into hiding. I’m only out on here. I’m only my true self on here. My mom made me delete discord. She doesn’t know I’m on YouTube, or roblox, or tumblr. She’s weirdly okay with here which is odd

When I find myself romantically attracted to someone, I feel to embarrassed to tell anyone. I get made fun of for crushes, and even telling my friends I love them. One day I’ll be free to express myself and fully identify.

My mom is too rude with me too and she is complaining about the fact that I dont tell her anything like my feelings and sensible stuff (nonsense)

whats your yt channel link mine is https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCO3vy2UBdvNXkGRoQgv99Zw
im a huge dorky splatoon nerd as you can see from the pfp ive had way more before that with my oldest channel being created in the same year i was born but i decided to get a new fresh start xdxdxddd

CHANNEL LINK SWAAAPPP
https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCtpeYBi4EMjHZOEPIK-WH0A

My videos are all capcut templates 😌 I’m broke

Dropping a sub btw

thank you man

they think everyone online is a predator and they cut off all my contact with the outside world luckily i find ways to bypass their restrictions my dad once through a fit over me leaving a comment which was a emoji on a video??????? he said wed get dddoxerwolfed if i even elave a comment its been like 4 months since that and im still safe

OMG OT IS AMAZING! Definitely check him out <3

ima check him out although my network is bullshit rn and it might take a bit before YouTube will work again

So real

btw i didnt mention this in the earlier comment but i have aspergers and ocd xdxdxd

good for you im unlucky as f**k my parents think everything is evil they keep making fun of me for wanting to make youtube videos
xd it sucks

i want to bc the next big commentary youtuber

my dreams of becoming the next Critikal or Leafy are looking really slim of coming true 😭😭😭

MOM LEAVE ME ALONE I WANNA BE FAMOUSSSS

I want to be on OT’s level

OneTopic! He’s an amazing YouTuber! You should look him up sometimes <3

I know one topic only bc im big in the commentary thing and watch lots of those videos I found him and cliccy out bc that asshole illuminaughti was harassing them

yeah I haven't checked him out yet but I heard he's the most wholesome ytber ever

What the fu-

Do you mind if i kill your parents?

what do you think i should do

Don't let them rule over you, and as soon as you can get out of there and never contact them again

it sucks man suck major big time i told them i dont believe in god but i am still respectful of organized religion and they said im a idiot

idk what i am doing with my life

You think I'm flying, but I'm lying, and I'm crying
I hate myself and it's my fault cause I can't tell, and it's hell

I think i will take that for the chorus

cool!!!!

If you'd just let me be me then maybe you'd see how much happier I'd be in my body. But instead when I expressed myself all it did was depress myself.

great !

I was gonna help but I don’t really know much about being lgbtq so sorry

Well... you can help but abt lying abt somth but you hate the fact you cant tell the truth

Maybe
I can get back to you on that

'its crushing me inside but it wont help if i reveal'

we can help bruh

i will help

look at the first comment

"you would understand me so much better, if only you would just listen"

nice !