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This resignates with me, honestly.

People online tell me I'm "pretty" and such
But I'm really not
And my housemates always prod about me being ugly, even if they might be half joking.
When I finally feel confident, I'm being told I look unpresentable by my house manager, and when I look my worst, I look decent that day.
I hold my tongue.

I eat one meal a day usually, seldom 2, never 3.
I'm usually eating something small like cheese bread or something.

Losing weight is great through exercise, I've knocked from 190lb to 150lb within 5 or so months
But I'm not satisfied. I still look like shit, I'm surprised anyone could genuinely be attracted to me because of how heavyset I am.

Though I won't be satisfied until I drop down to at most 100lb. That's the heaviest I should ever be. If not maybe in the 70 pound range.

rip, my bestie

i personally think you like alright

I read allat

Okay sorry to ruin the mood but I skimmed through it and when it started saying numbers, I thought it was directions to make meth

💀..

Lmao

also relating to my previous comment, I may or may not have made meth using this post

You actually look noice regardless.

I don't care what you say, in my eyes your the most beautiful person in the world

You're so sweet

Go***mn my feels

I'm deadass the luckiest guy in the world to have you

I'm lucky to have you too though

I would never have expected you'd say yes to dating me, let alone that you didn't hesitate

As soon as I said yes, my heart did a backflip frl

Cutie lol

No u lol

You don't have to lol