i am not having fun, and i lost that fun twice on this site, some of you would probably think "vel, you left twice already you f**king idiot, stop lying". here's the thing, i used to have friends that convinced me to stay, but they aren't really around anymore. i had fun because i was able to entertain people in 2022 to 2023 with the shitposts i found, but i kinda fell off and i feel like i don't make anyone's day anymore. it might seem weird that i had fun by getting people to have a laugh at my posts, but i thought it was the best i could do since i always wanted to make people laugh cuz i can't really entertain piece-of-shit kids at my school. i always liked to be entertained by your guy's posts too, but i can't really remember the last time i audibly chuckled to a post anymore. all i can really see are horny or depressed shit being posted and it's not really fun to watch any of that at all, once stuff like that goes down, it brings me down. i can't really go on fun stream because shit's not funny there. this was the stream i mainly enjoyed even though it can be hellish at times, but i guess i didn't enjoy it long. i lost my ability to make friends on this site and it makes me feel like that i am just a random guy now. i still have a few friends here but i don't think i am very social towards them. i predict that i will fully lose my enjoyment on november 5th.
november 5th is the day i created my account, which is why i thought that day specificly.
as a month goes by, i will repost my old posts until november.
this isn't a goodbye yet, but there sure as shit will be a goodbye soon.
