I've had so much worse self doubt ever since [redacted, former MSmg user] and I broke up (note that I still dislike him.)
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I've had trouble with feeling confident about my relationships especially
I'm sure some of you relatively about Ashikura
I've been worrying that he hates me or just doesn't love me anymore because our conversations are getting duller and less frequent
I'm sure you all know that I'm also dating ES, and I'm pretty confident with that relationship
But I have feelings for more than just those two
Both people that I've told about this know who they are even if they don't feel comfortable with saying they know this
And I don't know if one of them hates my guts, is using me, or just doesn't care about me anymore. Or maybe I grossed them out, idk. I just feel tremendous guilt, and I'm not even sure why.