Shit always gets worse
And shit always gets better
It isnt black and white, different aspects change all the time
death is a part of life, the two coexist
It can suck for some people, but ultimately things like that will happen and we have to move on
As for betrayal, thats also shitty. Having your trust turned against you is probably something I myself couldnt bare well, perhaps thats why I refuse to trust people anymore. So Im sorry that happened