im done hiding it bro. yall seem to think im always in a good mood online im not. i feel like crap. this place was my last shot at happiness and it worked for one day. then the next my sister dies in the hospital from overdosing. im tired of this. ive officially lost all hope. i dont know what to do anymore. for years my dad says that things are going to get better. THIS IS GETTING BETTER? MY FAMILY DYING LEFT TO RIGHT? MY AUNTS IN CRITICAL CONDITION AND IM PRETTY SURE SHES NEXT. IM DONE. IM DONE.