yeah i wrote “i was tired” on a white board then i hung it up, then i used a belt so i could hang myself, i was suffocating and then i let it go
after that about a day later i learned that suicide was a sin, cause the next day on the news someone killed themselves and my mom said “that’s so sad, don’t ever do anything like that, okay?” 😒 and then i never did it again cause i was really afraid of sinning and disappointing God like ugh i should’ve went through with it when i had the chance