Kazoo music stops

go***amn it this is my fault
i might leave this place, i'm not as good of a person as i thought i was

You are one of the best people here I know and I'm grateful to be your friend

thank you for not hating me

I don't
Thanks for not hating me

why would i hate you?

Because of my actions

i could NEVER hate you

Awwww

And while I'm getting my emotions off my chest, I wanna confess

I kind of feel like a third wheel with you and Mr sometimes

You guys draw a bunch of cool stuff, and have long conversations

And I'm the least skilled artist out of you guys, with little motivation cause school and sickness

I dunno, might just be my insecurity, I just feel like a background character sometimes

oh god i'm sorry

It's alright

Probably just insecurity speaking

That kinda sounded selfish now that I think about it

Have we really made you feel that way?? It's not how we feel. We think you're great!

Thanks

I dunno, just that in my head, Rotisserie responds to you a lot more than he does to me

Probably because you're better at holding conversations

And I know this sounds really selfish, but I want to get everything off

There's so much more fanart of your guy's ocs than mine, and I know it's cause I barely share my ocs anywhere, but whenever I post in the drawings or oc stream, it only gets like 2 upvotes, so it really demotivates me

To be fair we are both online more often than you

Yeah

That's cause I'm just not as popular as you guys, and whenever I try, it never works, and I just wonder what's the point

Well it's kind of a cycle

For me too, except it's a cycle of trying, failing, demotivated to try again, building up the motivation to try, and repeating

Well hey
You don't have to be popular to be good
I mean I always feel like this around you guys (me being the little guy) but I guess you feel like the little guy?

Yes

Well you're not a third wheel
You're always welcome with us

Also if it make you feel better I don't see lots of Mr fanart

I'm back, and I've calmed down.

I started making a song based on my emotions, and it really helped.

I'm going to work on maintaining my emotions in the future.

Thanks for helping me face my behavior. You really are a great friend. I can always count on you. I just hope that you can count on me as well, and expect me not to do something stupid, and overreact.

I am tearing up a bit and my breathing is a little hard right now
That's just from you saying you MIGHT leave

alright i'm not leaving i promise
i'm here to stay
just please don't cry

Good
I feel a bit better hearing that

i'm sorry i scared you
i just had a bit of a breakdown i guess

That's fair
If I were you I'd have a breakdown too
But I don't even want to have to see you go

as long as you're here, i'm here, okay?

Okay

i don't think i could live with myself if i ever hurt you

Same here
That's why what I did really got me down

you're literally the best friend i could ask for
thank you so much for caring about me

"Mr!"

"Rotiss!"

"Josiah :D"

N O

GOD NO

i feel like shit
i don't want to hurt you like i hurt milk

man i
please
don't make this hard
i don't want to cause any more pain :(

I BEG OF YOU DO NOT LEAVE THIS SITE
THAT WOULD HURT WORSE THAN ANYTHING YOU COULD POSSIBLY DO TO ME

you're making me cry again,,,

I'VE BARELY STARTED MY LIFE HERE AND YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN WITH ME
LOSING YOU WOULD BE LIKE LOSING A CLOSE FAMILY MEMBER

Of course not, I'm just going to take a break for the rest of the day to contemplate and decide how I should better myself.

Alright

I'm back, I was making a song based off of my emotions, and it helped me a lot. I'm gonna maintain my emotions in the future. I'm so glad that you and Rotisserie are my friends. I wouldn't be on here if it weren't for you guys.

Im still getting rid of Alexa, so that the past won't be brought up. If you want, I have a few ocs that could replace her. If you don't want a replacement, that's fine. It's your choice.

DO
NOT
LEAVE

back in 2022, i was a piece of shit. i acted that way because i wanted to fit in. i thought it was who i was.
this year, i changed so much. i realized doing good is so much better than causing harm. i made so many friends, i made so many people happy, and i thought my past was just that, the past. but i guess i really can't escape it.

You're right in a certain way, you can't escape the past. But you can learn to live with it. Your past makes you stronger, but it comes with time.

Listen to me. You are not the problem. You are such a great person, and this place is so much better because you are here. I'm the problem, I screwed things up. Everything that happened was the consequences of my actions. I'm taking the blame, because I'm the one who did it. You helped me, adressing the problem, you told me what I needed to hear, I just couldn't handle it. Don't blame yourself because that's not who should be blamed. I'm going to better myself and promise that I'm never going to stupid things like that ever again.

You aren't going to leave are you?

Neither of you are the "problem" that you blame yourselves for.

Mistakes happen.

YOUR PAST IS THE PAST

DO NOT I AM BEGGING YOU
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH THAT WOULD HURT

i'm probably not leaving. i don't want to hurt you. i'm just... having a moment.

ROTISSERIE

You didn't hurt me, I'm just hurting myself.

Oh. ok.. might need a bit before I feel like replacing
And I'm glad you're my pal too
Also, you can songwrite??"

I understand.

Sometimes, I end up forgetting the lyrics cause I never write them down.

Oh hehe
I got FL studio for Christmas but I have no idea how to use it!! I did something, but it won't make sound

YOOO

Yeah

i've been thinking about getting FL studio
and making INSURMOUNTABLE

YOOO

"CONNECTION LOST"
"GAME OVER"
"YOU CANNOT BEAT US"

Mr would totally say Game Over

after i draw the INSURMOUNTABLE cast i'm making a game over screen

Ooooh

WE ARE ROTISSERIE
ULTIMATE DEVELOPER AND ARTIST
WE CHALLENGE ALL FOLLOWERS
YOU CANNOT BEAT US

YEAHH

Lucky

My parents probably won't let me get FL studio on my school laptop

Do you have a phone?? You can get it on mobile

Ah

How much does it cost?

$9.99

It's not your fault, I'm just an bitch who doesn't know how to control myself and handle my emotions.

if i had just kept my f**king mouth shut, you wouldn't be spiraling right now

You're a great friend, one of the reasons I'm still on imgflip. You're funny, and kind, creative. I just take things, like your and Mr's friendship, for granted, and it always just spirals out of control. I've done this several times in the past, and it never ends well. I need to work on myself and making myself better.

If I hadn't done that stupid thing in the first place, none of this would have happened.