i’m tired of everything.
like why do i have to act a certain way, whatever i say or do is wrong how i am is who i am idk anymore like i’ve changed my internet persona so many times why can’t i just be myself
like if i was ppl would just say i’m bland. i don’t know i just wanna be liked, and i can’t talk about anything here i feel like everyone’s a f**king robot, i just want a friend. i can’t even make friends irl without them seeing me as a retard, it’s not my obligation to talk “why is she so quiet?” shut the hell up and leave me alone dude, and i can’t tell them ANYTHING without being “blackmailed” “well if you don’t do this for me i’m gonna tell everyone how you got ___” or how i did something “wrong” i just want a online friend who will see me for who i am, even when i do that they end up using things against me. i can’t ever be open with anyone. it’s like i have to be a new person when i’m around people. i can even speak to a literal stranger on the internet, someone who knows nothing about me without being in fear of being talked about like wtf 💀💀☠️