Ive never been loved by someone other than my parents. Which is really important to me. I had a relationship forced upon me. So me being the manipulatable shit I am I went along. She acted like she loved me. But the grand ol age of 13 she fücked someone else
Understandable. Still, the exact same thing is likely going to happen if you're tryna garner affection from a random person. Not the healthiest either way, trust me
It happens naturally, just gotta be a decent human being when you can