delted but he's badass

Am I gay for kissing a guy.

So recently, I had a sleepover with my friend and when we were both heading to bed he said he needed some help, so I jokingly offered to kiss him and stroke his dick, which he agreed to. I thought about it hard and agreed to do it which I did, after that I made out with him and said "it's not gay if it's to make you feel better" I'm still attracted to women and is this gay? My family is very homophobic, and I don't really care what someone identifies as or is attracted to but I feel weird, because I enjoyed it. This is a serious post.

I also gave him head the next day "as a joke" but I'm starting to second guess my shit

damn bro i wish i was the victim

lmao