WHY HAS SHE FORSAKEN ME? I GAVE ALL THAT I HAD THE DESIRE FOR GIVING TO HER AND HER ONLY, BUT I KNOW MY MISTAKE, I WANTED TO KNOW MORE. IT BROKE ME, BUT IT SIMPLY DULLED HER. NO AMOUNT OF KNOWLEDGE CAN MAKE UP FOR LACK OF HEART. I BURY THE PAIN NOW, FOR I AM NOBODY ANYMORE, FACELESS. I WISH I COULD'VE CHANGED WHAT I HAD DONE, DESPITE HER UNNATTENTIVENESS TO ME, THE THOUGHT OF HER WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE. IT TORTURES ME TO SEE HER EVERYDAY HOLDING THE AUDACITY TO KEEP A SMILE ON HER FACE DESPITE EVERYTHING THAT GOES ON IN MY MIND, AND WHAT SHE DID TO ME. THE VIOLENT THOUGHTS CIRCLE ME, I DROWN IN MY INSANITY AND MISERY, WHILE I THINK ABOUT WHAT I WOULD DO TO THE PERSON THAT PLANNED EVERYTHING. HAVE YOU NO CLUE AS TO WHY I TRY TO DO ANYTHING? TO BE SOMEONE? HER LACK OF MORALS ARE WHAT REPRESENTS EVERYTHING THAT HAS ANGERED ME... NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME AFTER HER...
