this is long i think

Heya!

hi this is a lot to read sorry

dw bout it

u dont have to read it lol

reading

ty.

I read allat and the bad example thing is just awful

that hurt me

Damn sorry

u shouldnt be

Also I did not realize how long that took me to read it I spent like a whole ten minutes

it took me way longer to type it up 😭 i knew this was gonna be a long reasd

tbh it might’ve been a little worth it, a few of us read the whole essay

thats good at least

i honestly appreciate whoever did read it

For time I read a whole story time in a while but I was intrigued because NEW DEL LORE JUST DROPPED 🗣️🗣️🗣️

LMAO

i read the first 2, then my dog got in the way and i lost my spot

no i know shes just looking out for me she just should word it differently

F

im restarting, i was interested in the story

aw rlly 🥺

i just finished reading it, sounds like a bitch mom, but if she does get better, that’s good for you

Lmao

💅💅💅MY MOM SHAMING ME FOR MY OUTFIT💅💅💅

💅💅💅💅💅💅💅umm hey guys. today we will be talking abt today when my mom outfit shamed me.

so as you guys know... my mom and i dont really have an amazing relationship. like we're nice to each other one minute and yelling at each other the next. shes said some horrible words to me in the past which have really stung and justified others actions against me. but shes never hit me so we 🆙

so today in the car i was running a tiny bit late. i was really tired and couldnt walk straight because i went to bed at 2 am last night. usually this is not a big deal but last week i had not gone to bed past 11:30 every day so my body wasnt adjusted anymore. so i grabbed the first outfit i could think of that still looked cute and wouldnt expose my HUGE PAD BC I AM SO DELUSIONAL I RLLY THINK 7TH DAY IS GONNA BE THAT BAD 😭. the outfit consisted of straight leg jeans and a long sleeved crop top. this specific crop top showed off like two inches of my stomach. and since im flat i dont have like,,,, anything to show off so its rlly just a top. this shirt used to be my dad's cousin's back when she was in high school (actually around the time i was born). when she gave me all of her handmedowns to look through (idk why she did that tbh i genuinely did not wear most of that) my mom told me to wear that crop top so i kept it. i was too scared to however so i didn't wear it until like last year. but i didint wear it to school. once the school year started i found ways to wear it to school without bodyshaming myself whenever i looked in the mirror - this outfit the usual way. my mom didn't have any issue with it up until two weeks ago. I wore that crop top with red flannels and IT LITERALLY LOOKED CUTE but she yelled at me the whole car ride to school saying i looked "trashy". okay, fine, no flannel pants. that is fine with me. thats a bit too big of a step anyways. (i'd actually worn that outfit before as well and there was no issue with it so i think it was just a bad day for her?)

so anyways i threw that outfit on and sprayed like a small bit of bath and body works body mist (IM BROKE GUYS) that i wear every day and then ran downstairs, where i was met by my mom. "WOW. UR REALLY GONNA SHOW UR STOMACH????" i said that my coat is in the car bc i've forgotten it the day before and i ran to the car and she did too.

after driving for a bit she started yelling at me for being late, which i understand. but then she started criticizing my outfit. she was like "oh well youre wearing that might as well look as trashy as u did when u wore flannel pants! that crop top is too long, you should wear a bra top. a lace bra top. and flannel pants". LIKE THIS GIRL WAS GOING O F F . then she said i should post on instagram and get attention from all the creepy guys because thats what my ideal audience is and that im dressing like this to get boys attention which is VERY UNTRUE. if you know me irl you would know i dont typically show much interest in anyone in that way. let me get this straight guys. i dont dress for the boys, no siree. sorry guys. i dress for THE GIRLS. i dress for the pretty girlies so i can pretend im pretty like them. no that doesn't make me gay. well anyways after she said i should get attention from creepy guys she then randomly said "U MIGHT AS WELL DO P0RN0GR@PHY" and i was genuinely FLABBERGASTED. my butt was in my FOREHEAD.

i havent told this part to anyone at all yet but after shouting THAT at me she turned to my sister and said "im sorry you have such a difficult bad example to follow" and pulled up at the school. at this point i was practically in tears. i could not believe this girl just spouted those words out of her mouth.

by third period i was still feeling sort of emotional about it and we went to break in the cafeteria. i told my friends what happened. at this point i had been covering myself up with my jacket all morning because ive just felt so insecure about it. i showed them my outfit briefly and told them the whole situation. they know the majority of the mom lore btw. and they know shes been more... aggressive lately. listen guys yes the fifth commandment but i am genuinely concerned for not only my safety but hers and everyone else's. and so i confide in my friends. so anyways they told me it was a really good outfit (and i kept getting compliments for it throughout the day even when they didnt know what happened) and then my friend told me that she shouldnt have said that and that i shouldn't be covering myself up. ofc i still did but whatever the thought counts right

tell the mf school brk

what

the school counselor would listen to you

im afraid theyll report her

but i was thinking of doing that im just very scared she will tell someone

thats literally me

im sorry for that

my mom argues with me all the time ab the smallest things and its so annoying

SAME FR

like literally everything
from outfits to makeup to the stores i shop at to what i do with my friends its so frustrating
but when she like cusses at me i dont do anything back bc im a nice person and i would never do such a thing to my own mom
im surprised she even let me date last year lol
but she still wont let me get any social media :(

SHE LET U DATE

yes she did :)

of course!

ok so
i dated in middle school right but now i got to high school and everyone is lwk ugly except my friend group but i dont wanna date any of them its like dating ur sibling
but i want a bf so bad but i kinda dont want one bc guarunteed i will lose my virginity

at least u have OPTIONS 😭

wdym

my mom "lets" me date but then she shames me for anything remotely close to liking guys im literally not allowed to have crushes

thats so weird that doesnt even make sense

and then one day we were going to target just the two of us because i had to get something for my sister's birthday and then she pulled into the parking lot and didnt let me out and said "btw if u ever have crush on anyone u have to tell me because i need to know who ur hanging out with" which was 1) so random and 2) shes acting like crushing on someone will make them like me back

what 😭
parents really have no idea how things work nowadays

fr like they were kids too

can i share some of my thoughts

and for those of you being like wElL wHy DiD yOu WeAr iT jUsT tO cOvEr YoUrSeLf uP aLl DaY? bro i was covering myself up because i felt like i shouldnt cover up 2 inches of skin. if you think i am not modest and should be more modest, okay. that is your opinion and you are entitled to it. but also please realize everyone has their own view of modesty and what is and what is not. there is not a dresscode for humans that everyone has to follow unless it is being enforced by like, school or something. which in my case it wasnt. so dont come at me in the comments just because i wore this outfit, i feel like this isn't a big deal.

oh i forgot abt this part but after she yelled at me for being late she told me to not take otu my phone the entire car ride. so i didn't but throughout the ride she would yell at me for going on my phone even though i am very clearly not holding it. so she said if i took it out again she would take away my makeup, dance classes, phone, social medias, anything electronic, contacts - not like i would die without them, i'd just feel sorta miserable, yk?? (MY FRIENDS LAUGHED AT THE CONTACTS PART LMAO LIKE I STILL HAVE MY GLASSES BUT THEY WERE CONFUSED WHY SHE WAS LIKE "im canceling ur vision 😡😡😡" AHAHAHAHHA) so then later i was walking to the bathroom and i took out my phone to check the time for a second and my friend walked by and he said "omg ur a screenager 😧" and i tried to explain but realized it was hard for me to. anyways back to the car - she smelled my perfume and then yelled at me for literally spraying a faint mist in like 20 seconds this girl acted like it was a RITUAL. mind u i actually got to school early, she had no commitments she had to get to earlier, her work starts later,,,,

anyways later in the day i was still all covered up and i was terrified for my life to go home. i KNEW when i got home SOMEONE would be mad at me for stressing her out. so i did go home and i helped prepare my sister for her concert tonight yk the drill. so my youngest sister comes upstairs right? and she kinda gets in our way but we're all like joking around and stuff, no big deal. and we're all sorta fake mean to each other when we joke around. so anyways the youngest started making faces in the mirror and she was like "guys i can make my face REALLY scary looking" and i said "well i dont see much improvement 💀" and she KNEW it was a joke and i KNEW i shouldnt have said that to her but she jokingly said back "omg im gonna tell on you"... and we all laughed but then later she started walking away and she knew a small bit of what happened today but i couldnt explain it all with my great aunt in the next room so i started running after her screaming NO IM SORRY DONT TELL ON ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE and THIS LITTLE CHILD STARTS GIGGLING and running down to tell my mom and she was still laughing as she told her what happened. fortunatley my mom didnt take her seriously bc she was laughing.

when we got to the concert i sat with my friend the same friend that told me not to cover up bc of her. and i was still covered up 💀 but we didnt rlly care. this girl was like lowkey mad at my mom 😭 but it was fine we had other stuff to worry abt. also her mom is kinda mean too so they can be besties!!

so anywyas dont come at my mom before you read this (if u even were going to): she was probably just mad abt me wearing it bc it was cold out, but like i said i had a jacket. she thought i would be cold because it was cropped, but idk if she knew this but it was actually one of my thickest shirts. like that shirt might be short but it is like lowkey rlly thick material and is actually really warm. plus i just grabbed the first outfit i saw and left the house. she asked how come i didnt know it was cold since im always on my phone all the time, and i told her well i didn't know because thats the thing, im NOT on my phone all the time. and i didnt tell her this but im not on my phone a lot because SHE restricts me from being on it, not through time limits placed but yelling at me whenever im picking it up. i cannot pick it up at home without being screamed at for being an addict and again the subject of boys pops up too, like "what are you talking to your boyfriend?". but maybe she was looking out for me? however i think it was unfair of her to call me those names and take it out on my outfit and make me feel insecure about it. i struggle with accepting my appearance the way i am and it takes a lot of courage for me to wear tighter or shorter tops (which is the style i like personally) and she knows that. she knows both of those things and has shown no disrespect about that particular subject until shes mad at me for a completely unrelated topic.

anyways if u guys want to see the outfit i can show it here. sorry if i sound super sensitive about this when i shouldn't be, it just takes me a lot of time to be positive about my appearance but lately whenever i leave the house someone has smoething bad to say about my outfit (which usually doesnt show any skin besides like hands and neck? and if im wearing leggings then ANKLES???) and it just feels like im back at the starting line again. have a nice day (it took me an hour to write this)

💅💅💅💅💅💅💅the end💅💅💅💅💅💅

im so sorry that happened to you. Your mom sounds very disagreeable with you, and extremely rude but i hope things get better

thank you for reading

Its no problem at all

i dont think ive invested this much time in any story ive told (besides my I'm Leaving one) and ppl were all like "yeah post it" but no one rlly read it

Well, I am always here to read and support your stories as I finish with important stuff first and have a lot of time for imgflip now/later

tysm!

Anytime del.